To you...im sorry. by tornxrottenxtears, literature
Literature
To you...im sorry.
The song that plays,
Over and over,
An echo of memories,
Sweet and distant,
Driving down the road,
On the way to carrolton,
Feet on the dash,
Wind in my hair,
That time,
Right after sunset,
When the world is grey,
And i miss you,
Sitting on the quarterpipe,
In her driveway,
Z and I bear our souls,
To each other and the suburban dreamland,
Confessing our dreams in the newborn twilight,
And i miss you,
That night at the corner,
You and i,
Never forgotten,
And i miss you,
That night at the masquerade,
Holding hands,
Listening to the bands,
The night of our first kiss,
And i miss you,
When you first came over,
First sa
Loneliness
I wish it was raining
Because I hate every beautiful day
Everyone's playing outside
Having fun
Enjoying the weather
I hate it
I hate beautiful days
I hate being in a good mood
Just to pretend that everything's okay
I hate
All those fake smiles
All those people pretending to be alright
People being happy
Because I know
That I can't
It's not that I think they're not worth it
But knowing deep inside
That I'll never be like this
That I can't be like this at all
Makes my heart feel like a stone
Lying in my chest
Protesting to beat
It makes me wonder
Are there others?
Just feeling like me?
Just like me?
Alon
I..
I hate the way you smile
The way you wear your hair
I hate how you know I'd drop it all
If you said you care
I hate how you massacre my thoughts
And run rampant through my brain
Destroy the monotony my life blocks
and drum the rhythm of the rain
I hate how you spoke to me
And said you love me with those eyes
I hate how I knew it'd hurt
and hated more when I saw you cry
I hate how our shot was so short
Lasting only through the fall
I hate how I can't stop thinking of you
Because I could never hate you at all